Today I find myself feeling like I used to way back in Middle School everyone was dressed up having fun a blast and a half everyone wishing Happy Halloween to everyone and me well I got ran into knocked down and told oh didnt see you there and ignored a lot I really have never liked feeling like this and hate I feel this way again but this time with no happy ending in site to the day back in Middle school really back anytime I was feeling ignored and not good enough and being told that I had Chris and on this perticular Halloween while my brother my mom and dad everyone had their own thing I was home alone handing out candy and just being alone I had not called Chris because I knew his family had a huge Halloween bash they held and i had told him not to worry about me I had tons of plans ( I didnt but I refused to let him feel bad for me) well near the end of the night I got a last knock at the door and it was Chris and he said he heard there was a ghost that floated around here that probebly needed some company and he had a hand full of our favorite movies to watch at Halloween I could always trust him to be there for me as a Dance partner and a friend and to always make me feel better and I think of him when I am feeling that way such as today and this is a day I really miss his warm hugs that seemed to just make everything better and make me feel like I was not invisable at all
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