Who Chris was to me

Who was Chris besides the best Ballet partner to walk this planet

Chris was born on April 4th the same day as me 4 minutes before me in the same hospital we did not meet each other till we were two and from there we were inseperable in and out of dance class.

Chris was very athletic and for that his father wanted him to play football but he loved to dance more then Football Chris had a very supportive wonderful mother someone I called mother for how much time I spent with him and over at their house as we grew up and our friendship grew he became my confidant and support system no matter how bad I felt about myself or my day or a performance he made me feel so much better after wards his words and hugs were golden and as time went on he became my first Love and my first kiss i trusted him more then anyone in the world I knew no matter what was going on he was there to catch me and be my Knight on a white steed to take me away from the screaming and yelling.

Chris became more to me then I could ever imagine and I could not have thought of spending my life with anyone else then Chris he was not only an amamzing dancer but an amamzing friend and amazing student and amamzing boyfriend he even took me to his church with him to get purity rings for the both of us and we had both swore and promised to remain pure and stay virgins until we were wed at age 25 we had our lives planned out and I think no I know if dancing had fallen through for us that was not going to be the end we had so much respect and love for each other and I know many times I wondered how I managed to gain a friend like him and thanked god every day for the blessing of having him in my life.

Even though Chris has passed on I know he watchs over me as my guardian angel still giving me stregth to go on and not ever give up and to still dance and I know when I let the snow dance down my cheeks I know when I still dance out in the snow or in the studio he is still there with me.

Chris is someone I will never forget nor will I ever regret anything he never would have wanted me to even though I lost him I would not regret and change anything it was how it was soppose to be and I know no matter what he will always loved me and I shall always hold a very special spot in my heart for him and part of me will never stop loving him even when I marry some day No matter how old I get no matter how hard times may seem I know I always have my sweet memeories and times spent with him to give me streagth to move on through my day and make it to another.